Rants, Updates and All That Good Stuff

The last few weeks have been some shit. I don't know what has been up with me but I have been in a state of some form of irritation. Either I have been irritated, easily irritated or one more word from being irritated.

The first source of my irritation; why do people want what the hell I have? For real! Seriously! If one more person comes to my desk and requests for me to order them something (or wants to know where I got it from) because they see I have it and they want it, I am going to scream. Just because you got stuff like me does not mean you are going to get like me or be me. You will still be lazy and you will still leave me in wonderment as to how the lazy and incompetent still stay employed.

Second, I don't mind getting compliments on my make up, it is nice to know that I have developed skills in that area over the last 9 months. I REPEAT the last 9 months. You have seen me daily for the last 9 months and every day I have make up on. So why make it seem like this shit is new to you and I an getting it all glammed up for some damn man?? I mean how many time do I have to say I LOVE make up, it is a hobby and one of these days, when I grow the hell up I would like to be a professional make up artist (as a side job)? Evidentially, I speak but I am rarely heard until I start screaming. *eye roll*

Ok so last irritant, those that act like they can't do anything for themselves and expect me to do it. You're grown, can read directions, therefore you can do it yourself (clapping hands while chanting Hercules! Hercules!). Those who either; don't let you off the elevator before they get on, pass nasty ass gas right before they get off the elevator (right before you get on) and people who just over all suck. See? I wasn't lying when I said I have been irritable.


Ok so I stopped seeing the Young Tender I was seeing a few months ago. I did not like the way things were going and essentially it was not what I wanted. Though he was really sweet and left a great impression on me, (give me hope there are some good guys out there) he was not sure about being in a relationship with me and I was not sure he was ready for alllllll this here so I let it go. We are still cool. We talk and text from time to time (ok we text almost every day). I am on to what ever comes next and I am hoping what ever come next is some one of my wants and needs (hopefully he is my age or older) because this dating shit sucks. Until next time folks be easy!